been a while..... sorry i havent written or put anything down in a while, been in a major creative gridlock, i've been having alot to take care of and been really stressed so art has been the last thing on my mind, doesnt help that ive been really depressed lately too but hopefully i can find some time to breath and do what i love to do....... until then......

you really tore my heart up, not cuz of what you said, cuz you rode in silence, but what you did that i saw you do...... i really cared about you, and what do you do in return? you stab me in the back with a rusty and dull knife blade twisting and turning it as you move in deeper and closer to my already wounded heart...... you may wonder why i wont be talking to you, then you will text and call to see why im not saying anything and i shall be the one who rides in silence, and you shall feel what i have felt just through sight....... good god damn day to you girl, and i hope you have a nice life upon lies!!!

since i last posted anything here on deviantart, but i finally have been able to kinda figure out this damn computer, now please feel free to tell me what to work on cuz i'm tryin to refine my skills in photography with a simple digital camera

so i'm finally gonna be startin college this week, and i'm gonna be taking 2 welding classes and a PE class to get myself back in shape..... but omg i'm sooooo excited!!! wish me luck!!!!

ok so i am now officially a college student over at college of the canyons in valencia, and i'm going to be taking classes on welding in the spring and work my way up to getting a welding certification. i'll prolly try to fit a few construction classes in between, but who knows.... all i know is that i'm fucking excited!!!!!!